Thursday, October 30, 2008

i know i'm being a real bitch now

all i can say is sorry

sorry lard, sorry wd, sorry tb, sorry mario

sorry lard for screaming at u

sorry wd for breaking u all up

but u must know i've tried to help

hais. none of u all believe me now

nvm ba..

cuz none of u all truely understands me

maybe not even he understands me..

watever..

i dunno am i doing the right thing

but i know i must tide over these alone

i dun need any of your promises cuz all of them are meant to be broken

its good u still have your friends to be with u

good luck

thanks girl for being there

guess u know how i truely feel

dun say sorry anymore cuz u are not at fault all right?

说好的约定一切都只是一场梦

~ { 11:17 PM }
Cheers!! :)

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

lele!!

have been playing with her till i got so busy nowadays

she is my laughing pill

pop her in and my days will be shinning again

she will be there always watching out for me

when i tear, she will dry my tears

when i smile she will be happy too..

she's the reason i'm waking early in the morning!!

sometimes.. it just breaks my heart seeing her upset

and i guess.. i would not know wat to do without her around

know a new girl in my class

she is ruihua and she is really a nice and sweet girl! haha

i'm glad i've found her if not class would be boring

yea yea.. lets go out and talktalk more k..

haha.. loves u!!

recently many things have been happening around me

tat new found club and him being a part timer. ha!

dunno why but have been blamed for many things tat happened

i dunno why i must be held responsible cuz of this

if u aint happy with me.. then i really cant help it..

good people difficult to be also.. hais.

one side ask me dun say anyting

another side blame me for not telling them

hais.. i really dunno wat to do liao..

i've tried my best to help but it just doesnt work out..

hais.. if u people want to find people to blame..

then blame me ba.. hais..

u all dunno me jiu suan le.. but why must u be the one saying these hurtful things

hais. in the end.. friends still win..

then fine lo. believe your friends.

i am just nothing.

[please trust me with my friends like the way i trust u with them]

~ { 10:32 PM }
Cheers!! :)

Friday, October 17, 2008

updates updates.

i've got a new member in the household and she call LELE

she was born on 31 july 2008

she weighs 4kg now and she is my lovely baby shitzu!

haha. proudly presenting LELE.. TADA!!!

so cute right! haha..

she now follows us around the house and refuse to sleep alone..

ohmy! i'm falling in love with her. =D

up next is our 2 years anniversary

yea. we went to eat dimsum buffet and its only average eh..

after tat went to visit lele with her family. haha.

pics up next!

and ooo ya... i'm enjoying school right now

cuz i've known a new girl call rui hua

she is really nice and sweet.. haha..

and i guess.. 'that girl' is upset but who cares..

she has found another carrot to tock.

ok.. loves her..

and lastly, the kbox pics i'm oweing u all

[baby boy, thanks for everything]

~ { 8:47 PM }
Cheers!! :)

Monday, October 13, 2008

though there are many things tat i am supposed to be happy about

one small thing will just crash everything down

just to update.went to eat yesterday with darlings

there are fl, gab, benn and gf

we went serangoon gardens? to eat crabby

its superly delicious and i really love the crabs

2 kg of them costs 99 bucks

we are like those carrots let them tock u know..

haha.. but money is small issue.

most imp thing is the food! haha

not bad afterall.. the food is still good..

after everything.. went to coffee bean to sit down and talk

yeap. enjoyed the talking sessions

and of course.. more sessions alright?

haha. loves.

and today..

we went kbox to sing!!

we = BABY and ME

haha.. at first was kinda odd but after warming up was GOOD

yea.. had lots of laughing sessions..

was really enjoying myself thoroughly and i dun think i have the voice now

hahaha.. baby. remember our singing sessions again k

i want more laughters! cuz u are my medicine!

ok. daddy recently bang the car and i being the good daughter helped to send it to repair.

instead of being happy about it.. i think he sort of didnt like it

i dunno wat to do to please him and i'm really so disappointed

it doesnt pay to be kind.. and i really dunno wats wrong with him..

seriously speaking..

i thought family are always supposed to be there when u need them

but somehow its so wrong here..

no matter how much efforts i put in..

it just all seems so wasted..

mum will never be at home cuz she is always busy

for sis. her friends come first and she is always out

daddy. i think he is the fan dui dang. no matter wat i do also wrong

i mean. why issit just so difficult to ask for their time

like for today. hais. too busy to entertain me

then why am i always staying at home to be the good child

why must i always do everything in the house?

why must i put in so much effort when it goes unappreciated.

hais. somehow i really envy people when their mums are always at home

they will help to make breakfast, cook, do house work..

but i've never experienced all these since young

tats why i always love homecook food..

ok. maybe i'm saying too much here..

i'm just upset tats all. =[

[i hate it when no matter how hard u try, it always goes unappreciated ]

~ { 10:24 PM }
Cheers!! :)

Friday, October 10, 2008

ok. i admit i am being such a bitch these few days

no matter with who i also will give tat damn face

go school also face black black

mrt also bu shuang people

i still remember i go diao tat aunty.

she go and push me away when i was about to sit down

then in the end she go to another seat.

stupid right?!!! nvm.. kuku people...

but seriously i think i know the cause

i just cant sleep at night.. INSOMNIA!! damnn

no matter wat time i lie in bed.. i will only fall asleep like hours later

therefore.. i will always go to school with panda eyes and a black face!!

damn damn damn damn... i hope its not affecting my health

but i know its already affecting my studies.

alright... gotta concentrate in class more!!!

hmmm.anyway.. my 'best friend' is seriously pissing me off

she keeps sticking to me like glue

then she keeps taking my notes cuz she says she didnt listen to teacher

ah then.. she is take liao then say lend me!!

i just cant take it anymore la!!!

the more she sticks to me.. the more it irks me!

jiu ming ar!!!

but anyway.. i'm sorry for treating u this way..

maybe its just the wrong timing..

maybe its just u.. maybe. aiya... dunnno la!!!!!

ok. i really hope my mood will become better

i hope i will really get to sleep because it really affecting me

i'm sorry baby

[i love u truely]

~ { 10:21 PM }
Cheers!! :)

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

bells are ringing.. and those are the warning bells...

PMS coming. alert alert.. ESPECIALLY MR TENG!

haha. shall save him the trouble from quarrelling with me

give him some warning bells first. haha..

i'm so determined to exercise and get some fresh air so to loosen myself up

having 3 studying days per week is so good

first. lesser workloads.

second.longer sleeping time

third.more time out

so babes. lets go out alright. haha

or i'll be slacking at home.

hmmm.. why are all the good guys all attached. married. or gays?

and yes. i'm lucky to find myself one.

maybe because i've used up all my luck in him

i've never any luck left in other things

ok. i'm talking to steph like now

haha.. cannot tahan her madness

i'm so entertained by her in the middle of the night

hahahaha.. alright. 7 years of love just for u..

and i was looking through the pics. we look so damn kuku la.. haha..

i miss my girlfriends :]

ok. this is madness. this is the best picture i can find liao

madness part 2. i hope they dun kill when they sees this.

my babes. full house -

just for laughs. i'm so in love with this picture! haha!

my sweetheart <3

~ { 1:32 AM }
Cheers!! :)

Saturday, October 4, 2008

kbox with fl, gab, wen, and kel

haha.. wat was so interesting is tat dumb kelvin

he likes to sing oldies. and is those SUPER OLDIES

those hokkien wans tat my dad likes.. THOSE!!!

and he sings for 5 mins for each song. and.....

he is so good in singing those duet.. ALL BY HIMSELF

i said DUET.. which means girl and guy wans..

and he likes to act he is A SUPER SINGER

there was once he was waving his hands.. then he open the door.. and said thank u

omigosh! i was laughing like mad.. hahahaha

ok.. and this is the first time i'm singing and keep singing in kbox

of course fl was also singing..

lucky got her so we were singing together. yea..

hahaha.. boy.. how much i miss those sessions..

fl ar.. are u ok? i'm really sorry i dun ask u much..

i dunno how can i help u.. i just dun wish to see u so upset anymore

i know u are a strong girl and u always are in my eyes

so please continue to be strong.. put the past behind u and look forward k

u can call me and i'll always be free for u.. OKIE??!!!! =D

LOVE U LOVE U

kbox sessions or dinner again k? heeeex

tats gab

fang ling darling and u see tat 'singer' behind.. HAHA

yuwen and me

gab and me

tats my love. haha

fang ling and gab

somehow people always see the cheerful side of me

because.. i seldom tell people about wat i feel

no matter how sad am i..

i dun show it out and dun tell people..

maybe i just dun want bother them about my little things

but.. if u ask.. i will surely tell u

i dunno wats wrong with me seriously

i dun really ask much about my girls..

i dun ask them out and everything

maybe the problem is with me

i dun want to bother them

because i know they are so busy with their lives

and i dun want them to worry about me..

i know i'm not a good friend

i want my girls to be happy tats why i dun trouble them with my things

i know tat isnt the way but i just dun want to trouble them

i just want them to see the happy me so they dun have to worry about me

but.. u know girls.. i will always make my time free for u all

sorry. i just ain't a good friend

maybe tats why i'm having karma eh

i want to treasure everything i have now

i want my family. i want my friends. i want my boy

i want to be there always for u all cuz u all mean so much to me

my sis was so shock cuz she say it looks like a mirror. crazy her. =]

[miss my babes]

~ { 10:40 PM }
Cheers!! :)

Friday, October 3, 2008

today is my 2nd day of class

the people not bad la.

but i really like the lecturer cuz his teaching really good

lessons from 10 to 1.

just sit there and listen to him tell stories lo.

after tat jiu go home. sian ar..

hope can find a parttime job to work

hmm. mum say she gonna get us a dog

her friend is giving away a baby shi tzu..

i really want to get it. i just love dogs eh

but then. the problem is

we've never a dog and i dunno how to take care of it

everybody's always out and all are just busy with their own life

how to handle a dog?

but.. seriously speaking

i'm willing to sacrifice for it but i'm afaid i'm just enthu for now only

hais hais.. dunno how le.

shall think through it.

oh ya. went to the car exhibition yesterday.

car are damn nice. too bad i dun own any.

girls are so so la. i find them nice but tat dumb ass say not nice. haha

saw tat guy drift. and he is damn good

saw him last year and this year. his skills are still as good.

but this year, his son came and.. he is good too! haha

after the show ended. that dumb ass went to queue for the drift thing

and he is SO SO LUCKY cuz we sat the last car.. ahhh..

so while we were waiting

i was so darn scared that my fingers went cold.

haha. dunno why scared also. scared i'll vomit ba. =D

so when we sit inside and when it starts to drift

i was scolding and scolding la.. pardon me man.

but after awhile.. its really nice man!!

haha.. enjoyed it. thanks uncle jason for queing up yea!

uncle jason

the pretty girl uncle was saying about

though i dun own any of this. but i got sit before ok! haha

uncle bullying small kid. haha

see the pros and their cars?

[love tat uncle <3]

~ { 7:27 PM }
Cheers!! :)

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

heya!! just a little update with some pics!

finally our sissy gabriel is out of camp!!

so we went newton to eat, to celebrate and to catch up

yea. lots of army story from him

and i'm really glad he made it..

so there were fangling, gab,huda and deenie

the 3 of us ate first and huda+ deenie came at a later timing

so we ate sotongs,cereal prawns,stingray,kangkong

not very nice eh. (i still miss klong's stingray =P)

huda and deenie ate zhup zhup,noodles, fried rice and i forget liao

but in the end they cant finish cuz its really too much.

haha. and the funny thing is when huda paid for the sugarcane drink

huda - 'uncle how much ar?'

uncle - '4 dollars!'

huda - 'oh. 1 dollar ar. ok..'

uncle - 'WHAT! 1 dollar. this is 4 dollars.. #$^&*$%^&*$%^& (nagging and mumbling)'

haha. of course huda didnt hear wat the uncle said

but i was laughing when he walked away furiously

so we ate till around 11 plus took some pics and left around 1130 i think

girls(including gab).. more catch up to do k! =]

presenting recruit Fu D S

fang ling and me

gabriel and fang ling

gabriel and me

tats deenie and huda with gabriel

huda, deenie, gabriel and fangling

full house, my loves

and oh ya. before tat..

was working as a temp recept and tanjong pagar

met up with fl for lunch and dinner(with the rest).

ahhh.. see how much she misses me.. HAHA =P

thank u darlingg.. will call u again for lunch when i'm there k

must prepare yourself ar. haha

and. i'm waiting for the kbox pics .

do upload them when u are free k. haha

tats my love. pretty right. haha -

so tuesday

met up with my working girls

they are melissa and petrina

the girls working at SP services.

we were close because we have a common 'enemy'.. =D

and they really laugh and talk alot. haha

shall miss them eh..

tats me, mel and pet

melissa and petrina

[love tat dumb ass <3]

~ { 2:59 PM }
Cheers!! :)

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