my mind has been running like 100km per hour
thinking of this and that
thus.. giving me this bloody headache every night
sometimes when i just couldnt stand it
i'll just run off to bed!
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my eye is still sore for over like 2 - 3 weeks?
the doc said is wat infection and need like 1 week to rest?
but i dun see any improvements!!
argh! maybe i should eat the medicine regularly!!
i need my contact lenses!!!
ahhhh.. faster wash the stupid sore eye thing away!!!
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have been hanging out with baby for the past few days
and i guess i am addicted to him
everything just seems to ease when he is around
and i am starting to worry wat will i land myself into when he's not around
although he is right and its correct for him to find a job
but i dunno why am i still worrying about?
why am i becoming SO AUNTY to keep worrying abt things!
hahaha.. ahhh!! i should stop it!!
i guess when he found tat job..
i should also start finding a job to keep myself busy
and.. if he really finds tat job...
i think my brain will start to run wild
ahhhh.. i dunno wat to do...
i must support him but why is it so difficult..
stupid julye =[
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hmm.. i dunno why am i so unhappy this few days
everything just isnt right..
i dunno why am i always getting scolding
whatever i do will always be wrong
why cant someone appreciate me for wat i am
i hate all those saying and scoldings
it just makes me more demoralized =[
am i really such a bad girl?
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jobs jobs jobs
i need them
need them for money and to kill my time!
i hate lonely days
i hate to think
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[ keeping mum / i just feel like crying out loud ]
