bad bad day
guess wat happened today?
i did a huge grave mistake!!
XD
i went to email those big shots people!!!
nono. not email.. i would rather say.. scold.
i wrote.. blah blah blah... i hope u can give me an explaination on this..
can u imagine?? an IA student with 2 months working experience is doing this??!!
and yeah.. the first word boss said to me was - u are dead! popular liao la u
i was like "Omigod! u told me to write - i demand an explaination from u.. i dun want to fail my IAP.."
and of course.. the big shots replied.. and indirectly shoot me back, therefore i have to use my personal secretary MISS NG QIN YI to help me with my emails...
ok.. i learnt a big big lesson.. i will check people finder...
hahaha.. the day is saved by qin yi and boss.. whew...
the 2 IT students finally came..
they of course helped me with the access as i had another huge responsibilty to cover..
i have to teach SAP.. to a new girl working in blk A
ok.. she really irritates me.. but i shall ren cuz its only tomolo or wat left..
and the 2 IT students are best man
the guy will crap with me while the girl will still laugh with us
thumbs up~
:)
lately has been in a huge mood swings..
and in the end resulted in quarrels and quarrels with baby
and now he needs to cool down and today is the 3rd day we never contact
somehow i dun have too much hope in us..
just find my importance in his life is not even there..
wat exactly happened?
my fault for always wanting to meet him..
i mean doesnt every guy wants to meet their gf?
hais.. i dunno.. maybe i am being too demanding or wat..
willl try to meet him lesser...
somehow find myself so.. pathetic... :(
but i'll try to make my weekends busy..
to give in to u.. anyway its always abt u... hais..
is being inside a relationship so tied up..
i thought is abt both parties but somehow..
its always him making decisions and me listening to him..
for example he needs to cool down and i am asked to leave him alone..
like.. HEY.. do u remember i am your gf..
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do u even have the face to introduce me to your family..
i know its a small issue, but small issues add up to a big issue..
have been viewing your friendster like most of the time..
and suddenly found my photo missing.. i mean why?
are u scared people found out i am the wan? or i not good for u?
or u scared she will find out? god damn it man.. i am your gf not her!!
somehow.. i would really like u to tell me wats happening with u..
if i am of no importance... the ring do not have any importance to me either..
i can go and fling with whoever i want.. getting to know guys and everything..
i start respecting u and changed and start telling u are my bf but..
do u have the courage to tell people.. or even your family i am yours..
hais.. forget it.. watever i say its always my fault..
i'm alwyas at fault.. u and your man thinking..
why dun u just shit off with tat thinking..
u need to cool down? so do i.. i need to find someone who knows my imp..
damn.. I JUST HATE TO KEEP KEEPING QUIET.
i shall give in no more.. somehow..
its time for me to lay down my cards..
its a no or yes... take it or leave it..
i shall not be tat little girl whom should alwyas listen to u
just damn fed up now..
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[just hate the man thinking tat is cropping u]
but i do still love u...
